I miss my grandpa so much it hurts.
I missed him on Thanksgiving.
I'll miss him on Christmas.
I miss him EVERY time I see my dad and realize that he is the only "grandpa" that Brynlee has.
I know I'll miss him when he's not there on my wedding day.
I missed him when my grandma Jana came to visit Brynlee and I in the hospital and he wasn't there.
I'll miss him when I go to all my cousin's highschool graduations and he's not there.
I was blessed enough to have had him at mine. I cried when I saw him. I knew he was proud.
I miss him when we all go up to Temple Square and he's not with us.
I miss him when he's not with us at the family Christmas party.
I'll miss him when he doesn't come to my house on Christmas morning.
I miss him when I look at my uncle Toby who looks just like him.
I miss him when I see the spark gone from his wife Jana's eyes.
I am SO sad that Brynlee will never get to know her Great Grandpa Bud.
I wish that he could see me now.
I'm doing great but I would still love to hear the occasional GREAT advice that he gives.
I just want to hug him again.
I just want to smell him again.
I even want to hear him call me "Whitley Whiner" because that was his nick name for me when I was younger... i was such a whiney brat kid. :)
Today is his birthday.
and I miss him.
I wish I could help my aunt feel better today. He is my grandpa but he is her daddy and she's having a hard day today. I love her with my whole heart. She's my biggest role model and I can't wait to grow up to be just like her.
I'm going to The Christmas Carol at Hale Center Theater tomorrow night and it reminds me SO much of him I could cry. We (the whole family) used to go every year with him and it was the best!
wow...
I miss him.
I love you grandpa.
Grandpa Bud and Grandma Jana
Me, My grandpa and my cousin Chace.
My mom Shelly, My aunt Angie and My grandpa.
